Well its offical, Lister Hospital sucks!! And so does car insurance

To say the last week has been stressful is an understatement of the year. I have been battling the insurance company who are now saying as Darren was driving the car more than me I shouldnt have been given the policy!! Now saying car is written off but refusing to pay, I have wasted many hours on the phone in tears. Jasmine starts her speech and language group for the next 5 fridays in the town so need my car and also starts her special preschool too (for those that dont know they think shes Autistic too), so yes I had a few choice words for them.

Lister on the otherhand I am used to being terrible now. Darren went for another appointment and we found out that they still havent made the Hammersmith referral. His doc told me he will make it today, and he better as I will be chasing it up with calls tomorrow. Darrens scan appointment didnt arrive so we popped down there on the way out to be told tey had bounced it back as he had the same scan last year!! AND there point was?? So be warned people dont ask Lister for more than one scan a year for the same checks, it must be against the rules, weirdos.

Darren is fine physically and is feeling less tired and sick on these new drugs but I guess the worry is we just dont know if they are working. Because his now out of second stage remission, he could come out of all stages (there is 3) as there is only one he meet now. We really just want to get to the top specialist now, and hope to see them on Tuesday, if not heads will roll I promise you, Im not in the mood to be messed with anymore.

Can you tell im stressed?? Me? Never!!

A big smile sometimes hides a huge worry xx