His home again, now the fun really starts!

Darrens come home this afternoon, i think they get fed up with him asking to go home.
They have agreed that the infection has been caught early and anti bs have kicked in already. His red cells are getting lower which isnt great, but his white cells are lower too which is good. His enlarged liver isnt great news but the hope is it all sort itself out once he finishes first round of chemo.
They have decided to start his "normal" chemo again tomorrow, but are also starting his new chemo at the same time. His normal chemo will finish on Monday andthen carry on the new chemo, which hopefully will be the chemo he will be on for his life. They have also given him anti sickness drugs which is worrying about how much all this chemo will make him ill.

His very tired today, he went to bed before the kids. We are both so drained, some days are harder than others. Looking at him its hard to know his sick as he looks so well, apart from i know his face is slimmer and his eyes are slightly dark.
I have been asked by the girls from work to join them feeding the ducks with their little ones tomorrow, but I never know what mood i will be in, somedays im more tearful than others.